I've been pretty obsessed with Sean. I'll admit that it's bad. I spent the rest of the summer collecting evidence that he may possibly be a homosexual. Here's what i got:
- It's rumored that one of his close friends, John, has said that Sean was bisexual. When asked about it, Sean of course denies that claim, and i never got the chance to ask John. But there is always a little truth in every rumor.
- I'm not going to disregard that night he exposed himself (well, his thighs rofl) to me, and why in the world did he stand so close to me? I'm gonna use it as a sign.
- I'm a believer of Gaydar, and I've asked so many other people, a few gay ones included, and not a single one said that they think he's straight.
- He had this whole breakdown just last weekend because he feels he doesn't belong at our school. I remember when i had that breakdown...
- He went on a streak of accusing other people of being gay. He even did it to Zack. He decided to tell someone that he thought Zack was gay with me. he also accused this kid Chris. So much denial...
- Now while i'm never one to comment on clothing style (I'm not that type of gay man..), Sean has recently changed his. He used to dress like the skater kid he wishes he was. Now, it's tight jeans, button down, and sweater vest; typical NY homosexual dress code. In addition, he also was thinking about getting his ear pierced. Le sigh, it'd look so cute on him..
- He always wants to drink while he's around me. I mean, he knows i like him, so i don't know what his motives are, but I'm totally ok with getting drunk with him. Last time, he called me his brother. It was adorable :)
I'm totally aware that I may be over-interpreting the situation, but I don't really care, i'm head over heels for him.
